
for months i wasn't sure whether i should go.
i had never been to a lan before and i spent far too much time imagining everything that could go wrong.
i'm glad i was wrong.

within an hour i realised how unnecessary all of that worrying had been. everyone was so welcoming, conversations happened naturally and i immediately felt comfortable.
looking back now, it feels strange that i ever worried about going.




i almost didn't bring my camera
i wasn't sure whether anyone would care, that i brought a camera, let alone enjoy the photographs afterwards.

looking back, i wish i photographed more people.
i assumed most wouldn't want their picture taken, so i focused more on the atmosphere instead.



next time, i'll be sure to ask...


i even bought the event poster because i liked the artwork.
but.
i left with something much more valuable.
...
everyone
i met
had
signed it.

every signature reminds me of a conversation, a laugh or a moment from that weekend.
if it hadn't been for a little encouragement from friends, i probably wouldn't have come at all.
sometimes the things we spend the longest worrying about become the memories we're happiest we made.